» like an empty box. @ Saturday, January 22

i dont think anybody reads this blog, right? hahaha~dont expect anyone to anyway, lol. :s im actually quite worried about our posting results. it kind determines what we're gonna be in future, imagine studying all these business/sci related stuffs. oh well~reality reality and more reality.
and so im quite tired but i dont wish to sleep now even though i look like some skinny panda with not-so-dark eyebags. hmm. contradicting much? hahaha. so i've been just thinking about how much girls would do for guys and likewise. like how much we actually say we'd do to hurt ourselves to ease the pain. like slitting ourselves haha. this feels so sec1-2.
kinda interesting to see what each guy brings you huh. from sitting up on your bed for hours thinking about what you've said to each other that day, the day before to holding your phone and hoping his name would magically appear on your phone in the form of a text message saying a simple 'hey asleep yet?' hahaa. :s so much but everything runs through your mind, so perfectly! haha.
omg i feel so emo! lol -.- i cant let this get into me DDDDDDD: still rmbr-ed a funnt scene when i just on-ed my computer. like..
me: -sian face-
*turns on windows music player*
song: I WANNA SEE YOUR PEACOCK!
me: -_-........
like the song doesnt really fit the atmopshere~ hmmm. this week feels so busy, but i like! it beats staying at home like, facing the tv and the com from 1pm-1am playing the same old game =_= i feel so fking lifeless. its time to set my body alarm at the 'sleep early, wake up early' mode. those stupid pimples have been appearing on my forehead recently and there's 2 more special ones on both my cheeks. CUTE OR WHAT HAHAHA wtfffff. -_____- and one more in between my eyebrows.
weilun: wah cheryl, whats that on your head? become indian alr ah?
me: -_-!
shah: i can still rmbr ur racial harmony day costume ah u put that indian thingy blahblah
me: -_-!!!!!!!!
lol. ok i knw my whole post feels so emo and sian and long and stupid but if you managed to read till the end of this post.. then i've got nth to say except applaud. *clap hands*
AND ITS NOT THE END OF THE POST YET MAN. i still got much more rubbish to say! :/ afterall im quite a rubbish person. hehe, the only happy thing i can think of now is the horoscope thingy my friend showed me. checked sagittarius horoscope with _'s and HAH it match ok! so-so, but there aren't any 'reject' signs hehe! lol -.- shitt get over it cheryl hahaha.
ok baiii shall post another day when i got the hweeling bai bai!